i feel sick.
but i'm listening to brand new?
so that makes it better.

dad said i was a lazy ass.
because i didnt want to go to the stupid grocery store.
i told him i didnt feel good.
he said i was a lazy ass.
who likes to go to the grocery store?

cheer up emo kidss.

new layout. i like it, if you don't, too bad.
also new song. which i love. if you don't like it, once again, that's just too bad.

anyways. right now. i'm sitting here. drinking jamba juice. yes, i know you're jealous. but that's okay, you'll get over it.

you know, it's funny. i used to think about things. more than i do now. and i'd always used to say to myself "i think i'll put that in my xanga." lame? i don't think so. because you probably did it too, at one point.
but it's sad. cause i used to actually have things to write about. unlike now. as you can tell.

the other day i started reading all my old xanga entries.. from my first xanga. which was sweetlilchica01. it was sad.. i was soo preppy. and i rambled.. about pointless things. then as i got new xangas. it got better. i was an offical xangan.. i guess. pretty fancy. well, i may not be as into xanga and interesting anymore, but hey, at least i'm not so preppy and "yay everything is like.. awesome. and you're awesome. and the world is awesome. let's soak up eachother's awesomeness." haha. ahh.

this summer has been going good. i think. do you disagree? hows your summer?

hey, there's this girl names chelsea. and i love her. and she wants to get featured. you know what that means? it means you should comment. just say "hi" or something. be nice. it would make her dayy. :] haha.
http://www.xanga.com/love_hurts_333

well. i have to go. lemony snicket's and a series of unfortuante events is sitting over there waiting for me to watch it.

i love you, kids.

well, i haven't updated in a while. so why not now?
what has everyone been up to? i've been up to pretty much nothing. except for summer school.
also, i'm becoming a myspace whore. lol. yeahh, i didn't want it to happen. but hey, whatever.
hmm.. i'll go find a survey and make this INTERESTING.

HAVE YOU EVER ;

01) cried for someone?

02) had a true kiss?

03) fallin' in love?

04) been heartbroken?

05) missed someone?

06) been afraid to love?

07) lose someone you care?

08) broken someone's heart?

09) played anyone?

10) been played?

11) gotten down on your knees for someone?

12) picture how it is to love someone?

13) picture how it is to be loved by someone?

14) lied?

WHAT iS THE ;

01) longest relationship?

02) shortest relationship?

03) best kiss ever?

04) funniest kiss?

05) who would you never want to lose?

06) who do you regret to lose?

07) who is your bizzi?

08) biggest thing you fear?
 

LAST PERSON YOU ;

01) IMed?

02) talked on the phone with?

03) saw?

04) had a serious talk with?

05) made cry?

06) made laugh?

07) yelled at?

08) cussed at?

09) thought of?

WHO ;

01) makes you laugh?

02) makes you cry?

03) is a true friend?

04) is weird?

05) is a bhama?

06) likes you? 

RANDOM ;

01) favorite song(s)

02) favorite word?

03) place want to be?

04) are you open-minded?

05) rain or sun?

06) winter or summer?

07) love or hate?

08) one moment you'll never forget?

09) future career?

10) Kids or no kids?

11) Cat or dog?

12) Half empty or half full?

13) Mustard or ketchup?

14) Hard cover books or soft cover books?

15) Newspaper or magazine?

16) Sandals or sneakers?

17) Wonder or amazement?

18) Red car or white car?

19) Happy & poor or sad & rich?

20) Singing or dancing?

21) Hugging or kissing?

22) Corduroy or plain?

23) Happy or sad?

24) Blondes, brunettes?

25) 2 doors or 4 (on a car):

26) Coffee or ice cream:

27) Shampoo or conditioner:

28) Bridges or tunnels:

29) One pillow or two:

30) Pierce your nose or tongue?

31) Be serious or be funny?

32) Drink whole or skim milk?

33) Simple or complicated?

34) Flowers or angels?

35) Grey or gray?

36) Color or black-&-white photos?

37) Lust or love:

38) Sunrise or sunset?

39) M&Ms or Skittles?

40) Rap or rock?

41) Staying up late or waking up early?

42) TV or radio?

43) what the hell is this?

44) Eating apples or oranges?

45) Being hot or cold?

46) Tall members of the opposite sex?

47) Sun or moon?

48) Emeralds or rubies?

49) Left or right?

50) Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?

51) Sun or rain?

52) Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?

53) Boys or girls?

54) Green beans or carrots?

55) Low fat or fat free?

WHiCH iS BETTER WiTH THE OPPOSiTE SEX ;

56) cute or sexy?

57) lips or eyes?

58) short or tall?

59) fatty or skinny?

60) sweet or caring?

61) romantic or spontaneous?

62) sensitive or loud?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ;

63) Do you have a crush? 

64) Who is it?

65) Are you guys together?

66) If so, how long has it been?

67) What is it that attracts you to him?

68) Is he everything you mentioned above?

69) Where do you want to live?

70) What kind of job do you want?

71) Do you want to get married?

ONE ;

72) 1 second ago:

73) 1 minute ago:

74) 1 hour ago:

75) 1 day ago:

76) 1 week ago:

77) 1 month ago:

78) 1 year ago:

I ;

79) I hurt:

80) I like:

81) I love:

82) I hate:

83) I feel:

84) I hide:

85) I drive:

86) I learned:

87) I wait:

88) I will:

89) I miss:

90) I want:

91) I fear:

92) I am:

CURRENT ;

93)Current Clothes:

94)Current Mood:

95)Current Music:

96)Current Desktop Picture:

97)Current Favorite Show:

98)Current Refreshment:

Currently Playing Chuck By Sum 41 see related

i can't believe i'm actually typing this up right now. on an online journal. which anyone could reach, as long as they have internet access. and any old person could walk into the local library and use the computers, for free. which happen to have internet access.
okay, so. for the first time on tuesday night, i peed in a bush. completely gross? i'd say yes.
you see, i went to kim's and we had dinner, with dinner we had drinks. then we went to soccer. and you know, soccer's an hour in a half. and by the time soccer came around, the liquid had kicked in. and hey, it's not my fault that the stupid fields we practice at don't have bathrooms.
i mean, come on.

today was the second day of summer school. there are 12 people from aprende that i know in my class (yeah, i lucked out, and that's only the people in my class, there are five classes). not to metion some kids from kms, pueblo, mCkemy, and phees. apparently, all of them hate aprende.but they seem to like the 12 kids from aprende? hmm.. but yeah. we asked the two guys from mCkemy why they hated us.
they said it was because we're rich.
ha. they can come to my house. then they can tell me how rich i am.

tonight is going to be the last night of soccer practice for my tournament team.
i'm sad. i love these girls. i don't want to leave them. they're the best team i ever had.
but, enough with the sappy stuff.
on that note, our last soccer tournament is this weekend. in california. i leave tomarrow.
i'm actually pretty excited it should be fun.
but we're supposed to play THREE games on saturday. and if we do good, then we play a final game on sunday. if we don't, then i guess we're going to be leaving early?
so yeah, cross you're fingers that we have a good day on saturday.

you know. this whole P.E. thing during summer isn't so bad. i mean yeah, it's hot out. duh, we're in a desert people. but hey, atleast i'm not taking math or anything.
besides, i actually hit the ball when we played softball. i served the volleyball correctly and actually got it over the net seven out of ten times. this would be considered an accomplishment for me, on account of i haven't done P.E.since the fifth grade when we played four sqaure and volleyball with a beach ball.